Still, despite my sense of urgency, I managed to miss two deadlines (which I've since tried to convince myself was okay, because I'm one person and can't do it all!). My mind has been racing, my chest has had a little flutter in it on most days, and hours off have not really helped to re-align and re-center. It's like that feeling where something is bothering you but you can't really pinpoint WHAT exactly it is.
Does that ever happen to you?
I have to consciously remind myself to stop racing against time, because spring is a beautiful example of how everything will get done, cleaned, sorted and will flourish in time, at its own unhurried pace.